the best among the best??

Huh~~ ..sepa lah yg xmau menonjol dlm sesuatu perkara kan? ..well, i'm one of them who desperate to find the way .. =__= ..my frenz say, i'm tall. i'm just 163 cm .. lagipun,masih byk org yg lebih tinggi dr aku .i'm skinny .. really skinny ..


jd yg terbaik antara yg terbaik, sgt2 susah .mmg x mustahil,tp sgt2 susah .. law lah aku nie seorang model terkenal dunia ka, pelakon terbaik Asia ka, remaja paling kaya di dunia ka, pemegang book of record the most richest female teenager with a total assets US 2.57 million dollars .wauu~~ ..i don't want to be famous .i just want to meet the people that i really want to meet~ huhu..


ok,about a guy that i like ... in a real surrounding i mean, not lee seunggi or seo do young , donno lah .

its killing me =_=!

adei .. nie lah nie law malas sgt .aku benci MARKETING !! to many words ..errrhhh .. pusing kepala nie baca slide show yg selama nie aku x paham pun apa benda yg lecture aku berabis cuba nak smpaikan .. dlm kelas, cuma ingat,bila lah nak abis nie? .. T_T 


bukan apa,dah dilahirkan dgn fungsi otak yg lebih pd nombor kan .adei .law ayat2 nie, fakta2, sejarah2, tolonglah .aku rela ambik balik addmath form 4 and 5 .huhu ..well, baru jak baca blog c meiy2 . gosh,how much i miss her .and others .. seriously,aku merajuk jua coz x dpt jumpa dia .bukan apa,ada benda yg aku nak luahkan n ma bestie jak aku leh luahkan perkara nie .. tp,masing2 sibuk kan . apapun,aku tetap syg dorang .life goes on .people change, but not me and them ..gigit dorang nnt .haha! 


my situation now? happy? sad? .donno .i'm lost in my own world .day dreaming, bermimpi nak jd designer and jumpa jejaka idaman . lee seung gi and seo do yeong !! <3 <3 <3 ..adei ..tgl 5 hari lg,then rasmi lah aku start cuti sem 2 .aha .sem 3 nie aku perlu fokus and tabah .7 subject ok? .huhuhu~ .honestly, sem nie aku xtau lah law dpt kekalkan 3 pointer ke atas .kena rasuk jin malas kali nie .tem cuti nak kerja,dpt duit, nak ikut kursus .aha,dah jumpa buku yg sesuai tuk new talented (konon) designer nie .haha! .insyaAllah, law aku dah ada semnua basic menjahit,aku akan mula serius tuk lanjutkan study aku .rasa mc nak berhenti jak dr terus ambik diploma perbankan nie .


bukan minat juga .. minat lah ,tp thats not passion . entah lah labu, mana2 jak lah .just,get ready to face the future! ..yeahhh~~ .. 

bila masanya aku perlu berhenti?

people always say, 'don't stop trying until u reach ur dream' ..but,sometimes, i was wondering, when is the time that we have to quit to chasing something that doesn't belong to us? or maybe we chasing something that we not suppose to chase.. so many dreams, so many things that we want to accomplish in our very short life .. what first? what last? ..

I always questioning the same things all the time . well ya, not everything we can get right? .. I really want to be a designer .but, I was misstep since i was in a high school .I choose science streams instead economy. =_= .and now,i'm stuck in my own way .. future seems so gloomy. is there any chance for me to start again? to follow my dreams and chasing something that i really want to grab? . I wish someone could answer it for me .but ya, even though thousand of people saying 'yes,you can do it!' ,its still depend on me to make it happen .. 

All i need, is a chance. A chance or a small opportunity for me to try if I should keep on chasing my dreams..

How much I want to be a designer? .. baaadly .. >_< .. huuuhh~~ .I wish that i'm not just a dreamer, but a dream chaser. Slowly, an patiently , i'll achieve my dreams. I wish someone could give me just a small chance for me... please ....  Sometimes, I feel like, I just wanna quit . Its hard to just dreaming bout it, but knowing that, its to hard to grab it .. Its okay . I can make it .I believe I can make it !! 

This is the man who I really wanna meet!! .Seunggi ..
Aku suka sgt kkeperibadian dia ..dia scemerlang dlm pelajaran.,jd ketua kelas,ketua koir sekolah,dpt bachelor and degree,hensem,pintar,baik,semua lah ..apa yg anda tgk di tv,gitu lah dia yg sebenar nya ..I really want to see him ..love seunggi soooooooooo much!!


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My dream

My dreams.. Countless I think.And,im sure,girls that just like me,do not have a special life,just an ordinary person,with a simple life want to be SOMETHING DIFFERENT from what they have now..

 Well,like fall in love with a prince.. then,i can be a princess .like Princess Diana and Princess Kate ..or,from a street singer,or just singing inside my room to a famous artist like Justin Bieber, Charice,or Greyson Chance.Would be it so nice to have a life like that? :)

Sometimes,I would ask myself,how they do that? ..and,can I be like them when I know,out there,more people also have the same dreams just like I do? ..

Then, I got my answer .My own answer I think. Its all about trust ourself, believing its the key ..and of course,chance .Then,I can change what I want to change .trust our own ability and talent,then FIND chances. :)

Money ....

Ergghh!! duit ..duit ..aku terdesak sgt nak berduit2 nie skang. . bila dah terdesak gini,aku akan baring,dgr lagu,then berkhayal tentang cara2 mendptkan duit masa tue jugak ..
1- Aku harap aku ada BF yg kaya,anak jutawan ka,anak pengerusi syarikat ka and aku leh manja2 dgn dia tuk minta brg yg aku nak beli sgt tue ..x yah nak guna duit aku sendiri ..


2- Aku harap aku nie anak org kaya dan anak tunggal kpd pengerusi sebuah syarikat perkapalan terkenal di seluruh dunia..or anak pengerusi syarikat hartanah di England or anak pengerusi kpd syarikat barang kemas terkemuka di dunia ..


3- Aku harap sgt ada org terSALAH bank-in RM1 juta g akaun aku ..


4- Aku harap sgt aku terjumpa 1 beg yg penuh dgn duit Dollar, or sterling pauns . 


5- Aku harap aku  nie seorg artis yg sgt cantik ..or model terkemuka dunia ..


6-  Aku harap aku  nie org yg bertuah menang peraduan wang tunai RM1 juta ..


7-Aku harap sgt ..ada org bagi gitu jak aku jumlah duit yg aku mahu ..


Tapi ..kenyataannya:
1-Aku nie bukan pisau cukur and I don't have a BF yet ..dan, nak dpt BF kaya pun susah ..


2-Aku nie dr keluarga yg susah ..keep on dreaming lah jd anak org kaya ..


3-Apa bongoknya org tue salah bank-in .dia kan leh tarik balik RM1 juta tue ..


4-Tak kan lah x masuk berita kot ..mesti dah berpusu2 org cari beg tue .berangan2 nak jd jutawan Fakir ka?haha


5-Adui ..hidung tak mancung,pipi tersorong2 ...gpun,semua tue aurat ..huhu .


6-Beli produk Power root pun jarang ..


7-haha! .sepa org tue? ..mau jak ku nikahi dia ..or anak lelaki dia ka ..


Jadi,konklusinya ..aku terus jak terlelap dan berfikir ,macamna nak dpt duit di alam yg nyata nie ..first,aku g google dan taip .. 'how to become rich?' ..dan,keluar lah segal2 sites yg pelik2 ..Allah tak melarang hambaNya jd kaya raya kan? ..he .yg penting,aku dah mind set tuk jd kaya bila dah dewasa kelak .amin

10 reasons WHY i can't go on ..

ok bebeh ..here we go!
1-uish,trus2 start ..haha .urm,dgr2,ko sudah berpunya ..and,ko dah lama pun ngan gadis bertuah itu..Aku xmau lah mengganggu kebahagian org yg tengah sibuk buat rumah n tangga nie ..
2-Aku x yakin pun ko perasan kewujudan aku nie atau x ..kekadang,aku rasa,bagus lagi law ko nda perasan kewujudan aku coz aku leh acting mcm org sakai bila nampak ko,senyum2 sendiri ..
3- To great to become reality law kita TOGETHER ..seh~
4-Aku cuma nak ko selamanya .law setakat sekejap,nda payah lah .
5-Im not that pretty to be with someone like u..nda cam c gadis bertuah tue ..lawa,putih,halus g mukanya . :(
6-urm,thinking ...